VISION

"As the car decended upon the coast, I drew a breathe of fresh sea air, it was as if I were breathing in a thousand little fingers massaging all of the stress from my body. This is where I feel home.....this is where I feel peace....this must be the place I am headed to....soon!" This paragraph has been in my drafts for a year now and for the first time I believe it to be true, I believe that I will be exactly where I want to be......


Sitting on the balcony above the ocean, breathing in the salty air I close my eyes and become my vision. Today I am healthy, fit and sitting on the porch of my own little beach house......I have an overwhelming sense of peace and joy. I am in balance.....my life is finally what I have worked hard for it to be. My finances are in balance....my body, soul and spiritual self is balanced. I have no worries.....my children are doing well financially and physically. .I have happiness, friendship, love, joy, peace and I am content.  I have another book started on the computer sitting on the beautiful desk just inside.....Life is good.....I sit and take in the wonderful breath of air filled with jasmine and honeysuckle mixed with a salty ocean breeze and I think.....AHHHHHHH!
This is my vision, this is where I am going and this is where I WILL BE by the time I turn 55. I have become a doer....not a gonna doer! I have set my goals and my eye is on the prize, I have begun to build the life I thought I was building all these years and I am ok with it......I am more than ok with it.....I am ECSTATIC! For once in my life I feel capable, able, strong, confident, positive and hopeful.......for real........not just a thought or a dream in my head but an actual reality. I know what I am called to do and I am not suprised by it anymore.....this is what I was always suppose to do....I just needed to learn some lessons before I was ready to embarq on this journey.....I smile because I know my Mom and Dad are smiling down on me and I can hear my Mom tell me ..."I told you so!" of course like mothers do. I can hear my Daddy say "I always knew you could do it, I don't know why you didn't know you could do it!" (He used to tell me that all the time.)
So here in print I am putting it out there......I will reach my goals, I will have my life that I want and I will do it by helping others to do the same.....and today.....I BELIEVE IT!